Torn between Earth and Heaven
This is part of many conversations that Fabio Eden had with his disciple who was a young good-looking woman. In this book, Dr. Eden explains how devil can easily exist through a beautiful body and harm herself and others under-covered by love and care. This a true story, a true experience. This book should be a manual for every person who ever gets attracted to any superficial beauty.
” -I don’t want to be who I am now, says Nili to Eden, her Master.
I know I sometimes run away from you, I don’t know how I can absorb so much knowledge you are giving me. I wonder if you’ll ever answer to my writing and if you’ll ever reply to my demand of rescue again. My world, that I like so much today, is not for me, and I know there is nothing better than following you Eden, really NOTHING.
Nothing better has happened in my life, nothing better than knowing you, Eden.
I am torn between wanting your guidance on one hand and wanting to make my own choices on the other hand, and running my own show.
I miss my Master, says Nili, I truly miss my master.
– Sometimes I also lose myself, I lose of sight my master and his advices from above, says the Master. It is the will to win and conquer and the fear of losing that makes us feel that way. I think “I” instead of “US”, instead of the greater goal that is for a higher morality, a higher justice in this life. I forget that history doesn’t give a dumb to the fact that Eden or Nili did this or that, and in 100 years no one will even talk about it, no matter how important it was what we did.
Time will come when you will be sitting in my place, and you will be, like I am, a master for someone else, and you will remember this moment and you will understand these words in a way that you couldn’t possibly imagine it now. But listen carefully, Nili:
This is your life, your case, your destiny, your choices and your fight to win. Nobody is taking your life and your power of decision away. I will not let you leave it so easily. But the question you should ask yourself, and that is the only question that you should ask yourself right now at this moment is:
Are you able to fight and defend yourself and those people in need, and make more justice in this life, by yourself, without me, or rather with me next to you? “
This is part of many conversations that Eden had with his disciple who was a young good-looking woman.
In this book, Dr. Eden explains how devil can easily exist through a beautiful body and harm herself and others under-covered by love and care. This a true story, a true experience.
This book should be a manual for every person who ever gets attracted to any superficial beauty.